Take 2

Well I'm ment to be more awake now just dont feel it.
I am so sick of being tired all the time no matter how much sleep I get I am still tired could be the PND but I still cant see it being that because its been to long I think its more just a case of everything finally catching up with me because I still havent had the chance to come up for air in the last 4 years its been go go go no ME time and the lack of ME time is weighing me down I know its not an option at the moment but I think that is what goes a long way to me feeling so trapped ok I can go to my mums or I can go shopping but its not the same its just feels like its somthing else that I have to do I sit on here as a means to escape and I just have no motivation to do anything psp lost all intrest....

I really hate the house I know it needs doing top to bottom but again the motivation to do it isnt there.

First go

Ok First go and I have no idea what to write lol always takes me all my time just to fill out a profile on stuff so don't know how well this blogging is going to go but I need to get this stuff out my head because its just going round and round and I have no idea why.

Ok will add some more later when Im in rant mode probably best or I will just think to much about what Im writing and thats no good.